January 2010
5 posts
Listen
head in hands.
I feel like a total failure. How could I have thought that I was ready for all of this? I’m frustrated and scared. I want to cry my eyes out and I wish I was home to feel the acceptance of thoes who will love me no matter what I do.
I keep questioning wheather or not this is what I wanted. Last semester was more than I expected and I made it through with more confidence than I ever knew,...
I can feel something different for the first...
“Spinning around and around Until my left was my right and up became down. With just one look you knocked me off of my feet. So unable to speak. Oh how you made me weak. Though it was a while ago, I still can recall. That moment so ready, and waiting to fall. Can you take me back in time remembering when you captured my heart? Over and over again.”
I’ve found what was...
A long, long time.
life over break:
friends
christmas
new years
movies
new friends
parties
depressed
no money
shows
waiting for my stupid 20th birthday
waiting to go back to school
It was better than I expected it because It started off slow and lame, now it is winding down and I am just waiting for my birthday just so it can be over with. Is it awful that I’m not really looking forward to it?...