Maybe it wont be so bad.
Today was excellent, I recieved a beautiful bouquet of flowers and some sweet treats from a good friend back home. He made my day and it was so unexpected I couldn’t help but smile from ear to ear. It feels so good to know that people genuinely care about me and all of those people have made themselves known in the last few days. I wish I could return the favor in some way, I just hope they all know how much I appriciate how they are always always always there for me no matter what situation I find myself in. I love them, with the most honest love and devotion that I can give.
I really thought I would have a miserable upcoming Valentine’s day, still newly out of a relationship that I really cherished, but such is life and there are many more years of happiness and silly love ahead. I can’t wait until my next loving Valentine. I long so desperately for a smile that I’ll remember until the conversations silence themselves and all that we have left are our beautiful memories of our younger years, and with a tight grip on each other’s hands we look eye to eye and just: feel. love.
In other news, I asked my best best friend Jenna to be my Valentine tomorrow. Even being separated by 341 miles we still share a bond that I’ll never quite have with anyone else.
Happy Valentine’s Day Jenna, I love you to pieces!
